Still struggling

I keep saying to myself that it is okay ----- but I just don't think so.  Having a family way out of state is going to be a totally new experience for me.  Having Kelsey in Boise seems too far away, even though I moved to Utah away from my Idaho home.  Minnesota is at least a two day drive and not a spur of the moment drive to visit.  Today as I watch this little family I already felt lonesome, even though I know that they all need to be united together again.