Glenda gets blood transfusion

Amy traveled to Logan today to take Glenda for a blood transfusion. Glenda is very anemic and Dr. Ben Jacob said she needed this. The cancer and chemo are so hard on her body, let alone the great emotional toll.

Hunter starts Drivers Ed

Brewers airplane rode

The Brewer family flew to Arizona to spend a week with Grandma Zona.

Sid in Boston

Sid was in Boston fron Wednesday to Friday. Brad and I were able to be with the little ones for awhile on Thursday. They are so fun and special. Sammy loves to play with Grandpa and he is Lizzy's favorite. I had a special time helping Heather with her piano pieces. She has a recital coming up. I especially liked the Minuet by Bach. He is one of my favorite composers. Fun and challenging to play. She is doing very well. Maybe grandmas piano will have a home yet. Natalie is a wonderful mother. She gives so much for her family plus working her job. Proud of her.

Chemo Friday

Yesterday was the third chemo in this series for Glenda. She gets a week off and will then start another series of three. At the beginning of each series they do a CA125 blodd test. It was at 456. Hope it goes down more. Needs to get to 35 or below. Her blood test showed she is very anemic. Will have a transfusion on Tuesday. Hopefully thus will give her a boost. She is very weak. Cancer is the most hellis experience. I am only an observer and it kills me, I can't begin to fathom what she is experiencing. She is truly brave. In the end our prayer is that she will be healed from thus fictions desease

Maybe it is Spring

Today the winter wheat was fertilized.

Jacob Receives the Aaronic Priesthood

On Sunday March 16, 2014, Jacob Daniel Despain was ordained to the office of Deacon in the Aaronic Priesthood of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-daySaints by his father Danny.

Chemo Friday

Lots going on in the chemo room today.

Busy Week

Well I did it again. Decided to move the TV to the other side do the room. Had a special visit from Jeff and Lisa. He brought us a box of chocolates from his Belgium trip. Brad and I have found another fun series to watch on Netflix. Monarch of the Glen. Staying up way to late. But it is fun to be with him.

My Heart Breaks for Glenda

Yesterday Brad and I traveled to Logan to take Glenda to her chemo session. When we arrived she was so nervous and so not wanting to go. She was just starting to feel a little better and now she knew she would be feeling sick again. My heart is broken because I am helpless as her mother to FIX it for her. I would give my life for her if I could just make her all better. I do not believe I have experienced just extreme pain since her father died. Cancer is the most horrible disease. And in the end after all she is going through we can only hope she will be cured. As I she her husband suffering so greatly my memories of Dales illness and struggles are brought to my mind and how I longed and prayed for things to get better. I pled with my Heavenly Father to please not let him hurt anymore. I know that his death was the only way for husband pain to go away but would be the beginning of that empty painful place in my heart. Sometimes it seems so strange to think that

Quick trip

Today Brad and I drove to Idaho Falls to deliver a load of boxes and a back seat of cloths and stuff for Dennis and Sharron. They have moved from St. George back to Ammon, Idaho just west of Idaho Falls. Teri brought over a delicious meal that we all enjoyed and then it was back home. 10:30 to 5:30.